Listening

to... Things I'll Never Say by Avril Lavigne. Pay no attention to the artist, but the lyrics. There's so many things I want to say to this one person, but I can't.

He's this awesome guy who I feel I can really joke around with. Whenever I do talk to him, I feel like we always end up laughing. He makes me smile.

But I'm such an idiot that I can't go up and talk to him when I should. I talk to him when we bump into each other in the halls or when we're in the same table group in class. But other than that I'm a complete idiot and he probably thinks so too. 

I wonder if he knows. I wonder if he's interested. 

I wonder if I'll ever get the guts to walk up to him and say, "Want to go out to coffee sometime?".