So much has been on my mind recently. Just when I thought I was finally getting a handle on things, everything changes and I'm back to being extremely confused and lost. I don't know what to do.
There's this guy. The guy I wanted to ask out to coffee. Well, turns out he asked me, and it was perfect. He was sweet, we talked a lot. We had fun. But honestly, I don't think I'm ready. Something is holding me back. I don't think I'm ready for a relationship at this point in my life and I don't know why. I figured I would be, but my heart is telling me otherwise.
I don't know what to tell him. I feel like such an idiot. I'm so angry with myself for doing this to him, but at the same time I don't want to lie to him. I don't want to continue this relationship, making him think I feel something when in reality, I don't.
I'm lost.
